I am
realising more and more that the past forty plus of my sixty-eight years on
earth has passed with me pausing life in more than one way, holding my breath…
holding my breath
...
I have a new quiet hope inside my spirit. I so look forward to continuing this sometimes-painful
new let go journey I let myself into, journeying with Ardent in a direction
learning to breathe more freely, still some nerves but expectant to really get
to know Him in all His fullness.
I
need to let go and come up to the surface, to stop holding my breath – to live
and breathe fully in the knowledge that He has been my salvation, He did it all
for me too, I don’t have to do anything since He knitted me in my
mother’s womb. He knew me before my beginning of time (preservation/deliverance
from harm/ruin/loss).
According to the Bible, forty is the number associated
with waiting, preparation. Also, the Bible often resorts to the number 40 when referring
to a new chapter of the history of salvation. On the other hand, forty would
indicate the duration of a generation or a long period of time (of pausing
one’s life – holding one’s breath?).
Forty also symbolise the death with oneself and
spiritual rebirth.
According to R. Allendy, "it is the achievement
of a cycle in the world, or rather the rhythm of the cyclic repetitions in the
Universe".
According to saint Augustin, forty expresses the
perfection "because the Law was given in ten commandments, then it is
through the whole world that the Law has been preached, and the whole world is
composed of four parts, Orient and Occident, South and North; therefore, by
multiplying ten by four, we obtain forty. Or well, it is by the four books of
the Gospel that the Law is accomplished."
Forty represent the man incorporated in the Universe
and combatting the prince of disorder, according to Claude of Saint Martin.
Forty represent the complete and sufficient period to
finish a work, according to Lacuria.
Forty days after birth, Jesus was presented to the
Temple of Jerusalem for his legal purification, according to the established
law of the time.
The 40 days of fast of Jesus in the desert. (Mt 4,2). Forty days separate the Ascension of Jesus of his
Resurrection. (Act 1,3)
The Flood of Noah lasted 40 days. (Gn 7,4)
Elijah walked 40 days and 40 nights before to reach
the Horeb mount. He fasted during 40 days before to begin his public ministry
and he remained 40 days on the Carmel mount. (1 K 19,8)
The priest Eli had been Judge of Israel for 40 years.
(1 S 4,18)
Moses was 40 years old when he was called by God and
that he killed an Egyptian and escaped in the desert of Midian. He kept the
herd of Jethro for 40 years. He resided finally 40 days and 40 nights to the
summit of the mount Sinai before to receive the Tables of the Law. (Ex 24,18)
During 40-day Goliath defied David. The children of Israel lived during 40 years in the
constraint with the Philistines. (Jg 13, 1). The Hebrews wandered 40 years in the desert. (Nb
32,13)
The reign of Joash lasted 40 years in Jerusalem. (2 Ch
24,1). The people of Nineveh had to repent for 40 days. (Jon
3,4)
Isaac was 40 years old when he married Rebekah. (Gn
25,20). The embalming of Jacob was prolonged for 40 days. (Gn
50,3)
The reign of David on Israel lasted 40 years, just as
the reign of Solomon in Jerusalem. (1 K 2,11 and 11,42; 2 Ch 9,30)
Ezekiel supported the iniquity of the house of Juda for
40 days.
The 40 years of repentance of Adam after his corrupt
practice.
Forty is the number of chapters of the book of the
Exodus of the Old Testament.
General
Jesus preached for 40 months. It is 40 years after the crucifixion of the Jesus
Christ that Jerusalem was taken by the Romans and that the Temple was
destroyed. The body of Jesus remained 40 hours in the sepulchre.
The 40 days of the Lent before Easter.
What does the Bible say about God's love? God's love
takes many forms throughout the stories of scripture. Parts of the Bible even
refer to God as love itself. Love could be explained as wanting the best for
someone, and that's exactly what God intends for us. God loves you simply
because he loves you. You do not have to work for his affection. You do not
have to set yourself straight before God can pour out his love over you.
God absolutely loves you. It is hard to get our minds
around, but it is true. This is where the faith journey starts: understanding
that God loves you. If you do not have an assurance of God’s love, your faith
journey will not last long. Fortunately, reading the Bible can help to
strengthen your faith in God's love. There is no force more powerful than the
love our heavenly Father has for us, His children. His love can move mountains,
stop the roaring seas, heal broken bones and wounded hearts, transform lives,
and set free those held captive by sin and shame. So great is his love for you
and me that he sent his only Son to die that we might live through him.
God is not an angry taskmaster who shows affection
only when you succeed. He is a loving Father who will always love you no matter
what. Take time to receive the depth of his love for you today. Allow his love
to heal you, transform you, free you, and lead you to the abundant life he has
always longed to give. Read, meditate, and pray over these Bible verses about
God's love as you walk in faith today.